Are you sitting comfortably? Then I’ll begin….
No journey can be explained without you understanding where its come from. So all journeys need a starting point.
I was 11 and had just started senior school. I always had dry lips so started using vaseline. I then developed a rash around my lips which was burning, stinging so so bad. It also scabbed and felt very rough and dry.
I remember flaring at school one day during science and pleading with the teacher to let me go to the toilets and put cool water on to cool it down and he said “no”! In one word he was a TWAT.
Then the bullying started “IP IP scabby lip!” They would shout and laugh at me. But you know what? I never missed one day at school because of that. Never!
I was under the care of a lovely doctor who was prescribing me all the different combination steroid creams you could imagine that just weren’t working or making me itch more. He also diagnosed me with excema. Turns out those creams he was prescribing me had petroleum in, same ingredient as vaseline… I’ll talk about this later ….
I battled through the whole of senior school with this and different tests. Finally had patch tests done which identified I was allergic to petroleum, petrolatum and any other form of liquid paraffin (hard, soft, etc) oh and they also picked out Crest toothpaste. I remember getting the patch test results at the royal infirmary Sunderland. I even remember the ward and what I was wearing. Weird what we remember but this was so important for me. My GCSE exams were coming up too and I needed this to be gone.
After my results were in they prescribed me a steroid cream canesthan hydrocortisone. 1%, which I now know is a category 7 cream. One of the lowest percentages you can find. Within 2 weeks the scabs had gone and I felt great. I had a follow up with my GP and I remember him shaking his head saying “that is so frustrating. I was so close”
Well I’ll tell you what’s frustrating eh…. that the rash was probably caused by an allergic reaction to vaseline and maybe could of been cured without the steroid cream.
I remember going into school for my first lot of GCSE exams thinking eeee look at me… for the first time in 5 year I didn’t have that awful rash around my lips.. I felt confident.
I cant actually remember using the cream after that if I’m honest until later on in life. I always had dry lips and would use lypsyl but stayed clear of vaseline.
The Break up
My excema flared approx 10 years ago when me and my ex fiance split up. I’ll not go into detail but it was very stressful. I remember being at my friends house from school and she said “is it back?!” Meaning my lips. Unfortunately yeah for me. I was devastated.
This resulted in another round of trips to the doctors with creams and oral steroids. This time trimovate and prednisolone. It was great whilst on the steroids as everything cleared up. Then I remember the third day I was off the oral steroids it came back. It was at this point I started using the steroid cream every day. My motto was yeah it thins the skin but I’ll be old and wrinkly anyways so why not! Oh my God. How wrong was I.
I believe now that this rash was candida bacteria and potentially excema caused my the massive stress going on in my life..then add to the mix my boss decided to bully me for two years after that. It was a dark time, which did nothing for skin.
I started reacting to foods which I’d never done in the past. I ate whole wheat pasta and my whole head swelled up. At this point my lips swelled up, peeled and then all the glands in my head and neck followed. I was put on a course of oral steroids for 4 weeks as it was such a bad reaction.
From that moment on I used the steroid creams until present day and what is even more shocking is that the doctor would keep prescribing these steroid creams without a review or anything. The cause could of been investigated with a little bit of care from the doc.
Looking back this makes me sad and angry.

