Week 2…

So I’ve been off steroid cream for 2 weeks. The girls have had a big night out planned for good Friday for weeks now… so I decided to embrace it and go. Took me alot of different foundations and cover ups to cover up the pink ness of tsw…. tbh I feel no make up is best but that’s for another time.

During the night the skin around my bottom lip got tighter and tighter. Everytime I went to the toilet I could see it getting dryer and crustier.

I took out some moisturiser in my bag and castor oil cream but when I applied it over the top of my lips it just made the appearance look worse. I was putting it over existing BB cream and foundation. Only alternative would be to wash my lips in the toilets…. but what with because how do I know what’s in the soap and I dont want to look weird doing this in front of everyone in the toilets.

So….. I have a plan.

• Buy some baby water wipes. Strictly water I tell you
• Sit in the cubicle
• Take make up off on and around lips
• Remoisturise and apply Make up again

I feel If I can just start my make up again once it goes dry and crusty it gives me a chance at feeling a bit more confident. Its absolute shite I should have to do this but I’m looking at it as it just touching up my make up because hell yeah everyone does that…

I’m still determined to socialise and go out and not become a hermit with this, however need to feel confident and nice about myself and if this is what it takes then so be it…. loud roar…. ha…..

I’m going to experiment with the wipes tomorrow.

Shy bairns n all that.